FYI

Is there not a way for me to remain conscious during all hours of the day/night yet? Science, you're really not moving at a pace that I can appreciate.

Steadily, I've been improving myself. I'd like to think I'm growing up, but perhaps I'm just avoiding others' judgment. Either way, it's a good thing. College was a huge adjustment and I wish I made the kind of mistakes that I could reflect on and say, "Hey! No regrets!" but that isn't completely true. However, I've recognized the changes that need to be made and I'm making them. Future Mrs. Lilly, wherever she is, needs me to.

This all brings me to something that I've wanted to bring up for a while and never have. I'm a Christian. It's odd how the word gets stuck in peoples' mouths. There's a negative connection made to the entire lifestyle and I'm not one to say that it is completely undeserved. Most Christians don't even like other Christians. Denominations clash, each claiming to know and understand the truth better than others, all the while condemning those whose faith take different forms. For lack of a more elegant way to put it, it kind of sucks. Jesus had a really simple message that gets convoluted, stretched, and mangled to the point of nonrecognition. Just, Love God and each other and let me do the judging. Huh, irony.

Anyway, I don't mean to step on anybody's toes or beliefs. I tend not to debate these subjects too often because they lead to one party trying to insult and belittle the others intelligence, but if the spirit so moves you, I'm not against having a civil conversation about my faith.

Maybe I'll blog more. Maybe I won't. Clearly, I'm not the most consistent when it comes to creative output.

Sleep? I hope.

-Chas